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Hiya! THis is a shortone and I will be posting more.
But bottom line is, I'm trying to get more socialized by going for an event for painting of all things at my old alma matter.
Kinda low key freaking out with first day of school blues as I know no one there and there apparently is some kinda rapport system built between the event goers already.
Like...What is no one likes me no matter how much I try? What if I just freak people out by just existing...Let us just say ...I have low self esteem. VERY low self esteem.
ANyhowz, wish me luck and I WILL post updates soon on my painting and its progress on instagram ! All I can say is...Unsele is coming soon! ;3333
But bottom line is, I'm trying to get more socialized by going for an event for painting of all things at my old alma matter.
Kinda low key freaking out with first day of school blues as I know no one there and there apparently is some kinda rapport system built between the event goers already.
Like...What is no one likes me no matter how much I try? What if I just freak people out by just existing...Let us just say ...I have low self esteem. VERY low self esteem.
ANyhowz, wish me luck and I WILL post updates soon on my painting and its progress on instagram ! All I can say is...Unsele is coming soon! ;3333
Lost and Seeking Shelter:
Hey there, my lovely friends, Today was quite an eventful day for me. I made lunch for my family (I start early and cook enough to feed the family for both lunch and dinner .) and then had to take a long journey to get art supplies for my younger brother. Along the way, I encountered a little bird inside the train station. It was a strange sight, but somehow it resonated with me. Singapore has been experiencing a heat wave lately, and the muggy heat made me feel a little suffocated. As I watched the bird being shooed out by the station staff, I couldn't help but feel a twinge of sadness. It was like the bird and I were both seeking shelter, only to be pushed out again. In a way, I feel like that bird, constantly seeking and hoping for a safe haven, only to be let down. I recently found a job after a period of joblessness, but due to my mental health issues and the repeated abuse by my boss and coworkers, I find myself jobless once again. Life has a funny way of throwing
Update on the work situation.
Dear friends, I wanted to share with you all what has been going on with my work situation , which has been nothing short of a roller-coaster ride. My bosses, whom I affectionately refer to as "challenging individuals" (let's keep it classy), have been making my life a living hell. They dragged their feet on transferring me to a different department, despite my continuous pleas. It wasn't until my parents threatened to involve the member of Parliament that they finally agreed to let me go. Turns out, they had no intention of helping me at all and were just baiting me along. It's been a tough pill to swallow, to say the least. I am absolutely crushed and gutted by this turn of events, especially considering the additional struggles I have been facing with my mental health. Being diagnosed with anxiety, depression, ADHD, and receiving a high score on the autism test has been overwhelming. The cost of all these tests only adds to my paranoia and stress. But through it
Rainy Day remembrance
Dear friends, I sit here on this rainy day, listening to the soft pitter-patter of the rain outside my window. While the uncertainty of my future and the stress of dealing with my supervisor weighs on my mind, there is a strange sense of peace that settles over me as I listen to the rain. It reminds me of Yubaba's bath house in Spirited Away - a place of magic and wonder, where anything is possible. I can't help but imagine myself as a harried worker in that fantastical bath house, surrounded by quirky spirits and whimsical creatures. The thought brings a shadow of a smile to my face, despite the heaviness in my heart. It's a reminder that even in the darkest of times, there is still room for imagination and the remembrance of innocent joy. As I continue to struggle with my depression and anxiety and the uncertainty of my future, I find solace in the simple pleasures of life - like the sound of rain on a gloomy day. It's in these moments that I remember that there is
Embracing the Sunshine: A life update
My dear buddies, I hope this journal entry finds you well. Today is a wonderful sunny day here in Singapore, and the sunlight is streaming through the trees in such a magical way. Today was a wonderful sunny day here in Singapore. I woke up feeling a bit anxious, but I remembered to take my anxiety medicine and managed to walk outside the house without any worry about what people would think of me or my recent outbreak of pimples. It was a small victory for me, but it meant a lot. I decided to go to the library to distract myself and found some amazing books from the free book corner. Reading always helps me escape from my negative thoughts and worries. After spending some time at the library, I went back home and cooked my family and myself some pasta with veggies in a delicious chicken broth. Cooking has been a therapeutic activity for me lately, and it helps me relax and clear my mind. I must admit that I still have intrusive thoughts about feeling worthless and
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just tell all the new students you beat up the homeroom professor and got kicked out... (hides in corner and cries over obscurity of reference no one in a million years will ever understand)