The clock is ticking by BubbleDriver on DeviantArt

Embracing the Sunshine: A life update

Yesterday

My dear buddies, I hope this journal entry finds you well. Today is a wonderful sunny day here in Singapore, and the sunlight is streaming through the trees in such a magical way. Today was a wonderful sunny day here in Singapore. I woke up feeling a bit anxious, but I remembered to take my anxiety medicine and managed to walk outside the house without any worry about what people would think of me or my recent outbreak of pimples. It was a small victory for me, but it meant a lot. I decided to go to the library to distract myself and found some amazing books from the free book corner. Reading always helps me escape from my negative thoughts and worries. After spending some time at the library, I went back home and cooked my family and myself some pasta with veggies in a delicious chicken broth. Cooking has been a therapeutic activity for me lately, and it helps me relax and clear my mind. I must admit that I still have intrusive thoughts about feeling worthless and

Not having a good time of late

Apr 13, 2024

Dear bubble friends, I wanted to take a moment to thank you all for your support during this difficult time in my life. Two days ago, I was stopped from attempting to end my life by my parents, who stayed up all night to make sure I was safe. They urged me to seek help, and I was diagnosed with major depression, anxiety, an adjustment disorder, and autism. The cost for this already cost me a pretty penny and for the necessary medication. But finally, I have also been finally, formally diagnosed with severe ADHD, and while I have been testes highly positive for autism and it was recommended to get tested for autism at the Autism centre as further testing at the actual National centre in Singapore will open up resources for me as in they will put me in a job that is friendly to someone with my condition as well as introduce me to IRL people with the same traits ...The cost is something my family nor I cannot afford at this time. Despite the challenges I am facing, I am

31 Dec 2023

Dec 31, 2023

Dear friends, I hope this message finds you well. Today, I wanted to share something personal with all of you, as you are not just my supporters, my dear friends, but also a part of my artistic journey. I find myself grappling with a mix of emotions. My heart feels heavy, weighed down by the recent turn of events. It's a difficult truth to accept, but I can't ignore it any longer. I had a boyfriend. I also got dumped. My childhood best friend, someone who once meant the world to me, has ghosted me. He became my boyfriend again after reconnecting, but our relationship has been a whirlwind of on and off moments. I didn’t dare tell you guys as we weren’t official and I was truthfully never certain. Perhaps I just hoped for something that never was. Point is. Now, he's vanished completely from my life after a road trip he took to a convention. It leaves a gaping hole in my heart, dear friends, an ache that is difficult to put into words. I can't help but question everything –

OMGGGG. I GOT A DAILY DEVIATION

Aug 28, 2023

When I was a little girl, around 13 years old, I was introduced to deviantart by my more worldly cousin and I have never looked back. The dream of mine someday, top being making a ton of friends and finding out more about their lives on their side of the globe, was to create an artwork that would merit me a daily deviation. In the early 2000s , to have been awarded a daily deviation was akin of getting an Oscar for artists, at least on Deviantart .It still is , honestly. Though my hopes definitely faded away as each year passed .But lo. After a very terrible day of me getting harassed, of being utterly beaten down by my 'lovely' colleagues , dealing with my Boss from hell from my very miserable day job that pays the bill and puts a roof over my family's head and trudging home afgter a 15 hour work day.... I logged in and was amused to see someone commenting on a comic cover of an upcoming series I am planning to launch possibly next year that I had been awarded a daily deviation

The clock is ticking

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Embracing the Sunshine: A life update

Not having a good time of late

31 Dec 2023

OMGGGG. I GOT A DAILY DEVIATION