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As mentioned... Hiya! This post will be edited and updated everyday , so it is only gonna grow longer! This is my first time writing , so I'm really nervous! But happy! Aaaaand at the end of each Saturday night @ Singapore, I shall finish and post it as a literature piece for you guys to read in it';s unholy entirety with a picture! 0w0 Because we all like pictures!
This recounts 13 year old me in Japan! XD Cuz we all know I'm a giant weeaboo but did you know I was an even BIGGER Weeaboo as a kid? ...Well, I WAS! Oh and if you bother reading this, can you please , please leave a comment ? Favourites are awesome but I would really love encouragement and maybe some feedback! Comments everyday keep the hands typing after a long day at work. oh, erm, please help me write! 0w0
It will be updated every day. A sentence at a time! Like my other story @
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M knew everything, at least to 15 year old me. She was the one who introduced me to Deviantart, the one who let me on what Albino Blacksheep was, she was also the one who gave me the name to the brand of animation I became fond of at age Thirteen, 'Anime' . She was a hardcore Naruto fan and though it would take me years sadly before I would take a liking to Naruto. I liked anime.
MISSadventures # 1 Hiya! This post will be edited and updated everyday , so it is only gonna grow longer! This is my first time writing , so I'm really nervous! But happy! Aaaaand at the end of each Saturday night @ Singapore, I shall finish and post it as a literature piece for you guys to read in it';s unholy entirety with a picture! 0w0 Because we all like pictures!
This recounts 13 year old me in Japan! XD Cuz we all know I'm a giant weeaboo but did you know I was an even BIGGER Weeaboo as a kid? ...Well, I WAS! Oh and if you bother reading this, can you please , please leave a comment ? Favourites are awesome but I would really love encouragement and maybe some feedback! Comment
As mentioned... Hiya! This post will be edited and updated everyday , so it is only gonna grow longer! This is my first time writing , so I'm really nervous! But happy! Aaaaand at the end of each Saturday night @ Singapore, I shall finish and post it as a literature piece for you guys to read in it';s unholy entirety with a picture! 0w0 Because we all like pictures!
This recounts 13 year old me in Japan! XD Cuz we all know I'm a giant weeaboo but did you know I was an even BIGGER Weeaboo as a kid? ...Well, I WAS! Oh and if you bother reading this, can you please , please leave a comment ? Favourites are awesome but I would really love encouragement and maybe some feedback! Comments everyday keep the hands typing after a long day at work. oh, erm, please help me write! 0w0
It will be updated every day. A sentence at a time! Like my other story @
Restart # 1 Or my first ever fanfiction!
It's not going to be uploaded here unless I get a good response from my readers ((Please please!)) but will be on AO3 where I lurk also 0w0
Also. It might be surprising buuut it's not OC x Canon character story but more of a platonic friendship with hardcore one-sided crushing on said0canon characters aaaand that is due to a pyschological trauma. Soooo, yeah!
It will be updated every day. A sentence at a time! Like my other story @
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// Cybertron: New Spacehub #345 . Somewhere on one of Kaon's moons//
A middle sized spaceship landed carefully , parking itself according to the coordinates given with a compressed wheeze of , it would appear... Relief. Albeit it was done so in a dignified manner .
There was
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M knew everything, at least to 15 year old me. She was the one who introduced me to Deviantart, the one who let me on what Albino Blacksheep was, she was also the one who gave me the name to the brand of animation I became fond of at age Thirteen, 'Anime' . She was a hardcore Naruto fan and though it would take me years sadly before I would take a liking to Naruto. I liked anime.
We both did.Anime... Man, where do I even start ? It introduced me , an outcast for thirteen years of my life . My only friend was my cousin M for those lonely, lonely years and through these characters I got to experience a different life , a more exciting life . A portal to a different world , a life where I got to see into the lives of this vibrant characters and in a sense , I had some semblance of friendship through these fictional characters.
My life , I can safely say was grey monotone before anime came in....Oky, I kid. I was a bonafide bookworm before I started on anime. Gawsh, I make it sound like some kind of drug, don't I? I hope the po-po don't find this entry. But animation is singularly the best and WORST thing that happened to me. ...So yeah. Anime is a kind of drug. I don't care.
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*coughs and nervously glances around * I hope no one from the government or po-po is reading this . Cuz if they are, goooood bye to my job ahaha.
Erm, if they are. Well.
*Sweats an entire option *
Erm. To the government ? I don't take drugs, I'm a good kid, er, adult . This is merely a metaphor on how sad my life is . Drugs are not cool. I pinky swear .Scouts honor. Cross my heart and hope to die .
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*whistles innocently as they look around nervously, twitching like an agitated rabbit* Aaaaaanywaaayyyyyyyy......
Books I credit to giving me worlds to run in, to get lost in. Japanese animation was like meeting a group of friends, well, people you feel you know all your life and going on crazy wild adventures ver since we both ......, haha ,..... did Anime. Gawsh, it is so tempting to make drug jokes correlating to the topic.
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Okay,okay, urge resisted! -We both naturally dreamed of going to Japan. But the idea of two thirteen year old girls going alone was sadly, resisted by our parents of both sides. To M's horror, her parents volunteered cheerily to come with us. I did not mind that much truth be told. I was always the more cautious, the more obedient one. 'M' was the bold one, the rule-breaker who did everything and cared npot what anyone thought about her , least of all, our family.
"It's not so bad." I consoled her, or attempted to, after she stormed out of a shouting match, my parents and I sheepishly, I must admit on my parent's side, and awkawdly on my side, bore witness to between her mother and her about this sudden decision.
M and I were on the cusp of teenagerhood, and this topic would come up many times, growing up. She butting heads with her parents especially.
M had naturally fled to her bedroom for refuge.
"Urghhhhhh..." A voice moaned from a cushion. I bounced lightly on her bed, trying to get her attention. No response, apart from more groaning. I bounced harder. " Seriously. Your Dad and Mom will be able to pay for your drinks and food. What if we got ill, at least there would be someone to help, right?"
"Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh, you don't geddit, Bubble." She lifted her head, a tetchy scowl on her face, her hair mussed up from repeatedly rubbing her face into said stuffed fabric. "Get what? I'm not you." I retorted calmly, folding my arms.
"It was supposed to be OUR trip." She emphasized.
Embracing the Sunshine: A life update
My dear buddies, I hope this journal entry finds you well. Today is a wonderful sunny day here in Singapore, and the sunlight is streaming through the trees in such a magical way. Today was a wonderful sunny day here in Singapore. I woke up feeling a bit anxious, but I remembered to take my anxiety medicine and managed to walk outside the house without any worry about what people would think of me or my recent outbreak of pimples. It was a small victory for me, but it meant a lot. I decided to go to the library to distract myself and found some amazing books from the free book corner. Reading always helps me escape from my negative thoughts and worries. After spending some time at the library, I went back home and cooked my family and myself some pasta with veggies in a delicious chicken broth. Cooking has been a therapeutic activity for me lately, and it helps me relax and clear my mind. I must admit that I still have intrusive thoughts about feeling worthless and
Not having a good time of late
Dear bubble friends, I wanted to take a moment to thank you all for your support during this difficult time in my life. Two days ago, I was stopped from attempting to end my life by my parents, who stayed up all night to make sure I was safe. They urged me to seek help, and I was diagnosed with major depression, anxiety, an adjustment disorder, and autism. The cost for this already cost me a pretty penny and for the necessary medication. But finally, I have also been finally, formally diagnosed with severe ADHD, and while I have been testes highly positive for autism and it was recommended to get tested for autism at the Autism centre as further testing at the actual National centre in Singapore will open up resources for me as in they will put me in a job that is friendly to someone with my condition as well as introduce me to IRL people with the same traits ...The cost is something my family nor I cannot afford at this time. Despite the challenges I am facing, I am
31 Dec 2023
Dear friends, I hope this message finds you well. Today, I wanted to share something personal with all of you, as you are not just my supporters, my dear friends, but also a part of my artistic journey. I find myself grappling with a mix of emotions. My heart feels heavy, weighed down by the recent turn of events. It's a difficult truth to accept, but I can't ignore it any longer. I had a boyfriend. I also got dumped. My childhood best friend, someone who once meant the world to me, has ghosted me. He became my boyfriend again after reconnecting, but our relationship has been a whirlwind of on and off moments. I didn’t dare tell you guys as we weren’t official and I was truthfully never certain. Perhaps I just hoped for something that never was. Point is. Now, he's vanished completely from my life after a road trip he took to a convention. It leaves a gaping hole in my heart, dear friends, an ache that is difficult to put into words. I can't help but question everything –
OMGGGG. I GOT A DAILY DEVIATION
When I was a little girl, around 13 years old, I was introduced to deviantart by my more worldly cousin and I have never looked back. The dream of mine someday, top being making a ton of friends and finding out more about their lives on their side of the globe, was to create an artwork that would merit me a daily deviation. In the early 2000s , to have been awarded a daily deviation was akin of getting an Oscar for artists, at least on Deviantart .It still is , honestly. Though my hopes definitely faded away as each year passed .But lo. After a very terrible day of me getting harassed, of being utterly beaten down by my 'lovely' colleagues , dealing with my Boss from hell from my very miserable day job that pays the bill and puts a roof over my family's head and trudging home afgter a 15 hour work day.... I logged in and was amused to see someone commenting on a comic cover of an upcoming series I am planning to launch possibly next year that I had been awarded a daily deviation
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If anime is a drug, then Dragon Ball Z is a cigarette... 🤔
...and Cowboy Bebop would be an illegal drug.
...and Cowboy Bebop would be an illegal drug.