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Dear bubble friends, I wanted to take a moment to thank you all for your support during this difficult time in my life. Two days ago, I was stopped from attempting to end my life by my parents, who stayed up all night to make sure I was safe. They urged me to seek help, and I was diagnosed with major depression, anxiety, an adjustment disorder, and autism. The cost for this already cost me a pretty penny and for the necessary medication. But finally, I have also been finally, formally diagnosed with severe ADHD, and while I have been testes highly positive for autism and it was recommended to get tested for autism at the Autism centre as further testing at the actual National centre in Singapore will open up resources for me as in they will put me in a job that is friendly to someone with my condition as well as introduce me to IRL people with the same traits ...The cost is something my family nor I cannot afford at this time. Despite the challenges I am facing, I am
Dear bubble friends, I had a bad mental break episode that left me feeling completely overwhelmed and drained. It's not the first time I've felt this way, but this time it all just seemed like too much to bear. The pressure of living up to my supervisor's expectations at work, the constant uncertainty of the job, and the never-ending new rules and criteria just sent my brain into overdrive. It felt like I couldn't keep ignoring the elephant in the room any longer, and the thought of going back to work was unbearable. I felt like I would rather die than face another day of it all. This episode also brought up past traumas and struggles, like the time I was jobless and struggling to make ends meet. The memories of being hungry, unable to afford bus fare, and feeling abandoned by everyone around me came flooding back. It was a heavy burden to carry. In this moment, I feel helpless and overwhelmed. But I also know that sharing my struggles with all of you brings me some
Dear buddies,I wanted to take a moment to share some difficult news with you all. After years of abuse and mental health struggles at my job, I have made the difficult decision to resign. The toxic environment has taken a toll on my mental and physical health, and I simply cannot continue to work in such conditions. My deteriorating health has been exacerbated by the stress and trauma I have experienced at this job, leading me to seek help from a psychiatrist. It was strongly recommended that I resign in order to prioritize my health and well-being.Starting soon, I will be transitioning to working from home, or rather ...I suspect from the public library as at least the fan and stuff is free . This decision comes with its own set of challenges, including financial concerns as I return to being freelance.I want to thank you all for your continued support and understanding, especially during these trying times. I apologize for any inconvenience this may cause, but I know that my
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